Each morning when I get up
I feel my heart that was broken up
I feel like to want to go back to sleep
Because I cannot face another day of this pain

Sometimes I think I wish I was someone else
Someone else who lives a better life excluding me
Sometimes I imagine I was some place else
To prevent you from seeing me

Because I know you'll just smile
So I just hide my tears ,put up my fake smile
I know you wont talk to me, ignore me
I just Ignore temporary the pain in me

So when I ride the public trans or walk I just
Think of past of our real smile
Remember the times when it I was there when you cry
When we just walk and talk about it

But now Its hard too smile
and no one is there when I cry
You don't remember the times when I was good
to you, I just walk alone to home

Before I go to bed,
I think of the times
What went wrong?
What did I do wrong?

So I get my self lack of sleep
when I go to sleep, I forget
so dont feel this pain
I never want to wake up , because the day dreams would hurt me so.